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You Seem Fine
Someone said I seemed carefree. Here is what it actually takes to get through the day.
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A Deadline That Passed Before the Letter Arrived
The December 16 letter I signed without being allowed to read it, line by line, next to what I actually said.
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Going Through the Motions: What Major Depression Actually Looks Like
Yesterday was a productive day. Then I found myself on the couch, staring into space and crying for no reason. This is what major…
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December 16: The First Question Was “Are You Gay?”
December 16, 2025: I walked in thinking the meeting was about a video. It wasn’t.
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The Weight and the Workbench: How Model Building Helps Me Live With Major Depression
Why building models gives me a break from the weight of major depression, and what workplace bullying is costing Alabama.
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Proud in the Office, Silent in Public
Cruel behind the office door, warm in public. Why the people who bullied me never say it where anyone else can hear.
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What Is The Blueprint
The Foundation is the record. The Blueprint is what we build from it. Here’s what’s coming, and why the dates matter.
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I Reported It. Three Days Later, I Was on Leave.
A written report, a meeting run by the person I’d reported, an email I should have proofread, and a call telling me to stay…
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The Email I Sent on December 9
The written report I sent HR on December 9, 2025, at 3:41 p.m., and what it does and doesn’t say.
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The Song That Pulled Me Back From the Edge: Solsbury Hill on a Hard Day
A hard morning, one search, and the Peter Gabriel song that got me moving again.